Back to OC

Back to blogging in the black leather loveseat, in front of tv clicking keys to Sportscenter and college BB highlights.

Didn't get the job, I am somewhat surprised, both at the lack of an offer and how disappointed I was. Even considering that I probably unconsciously sabotaged the interview (even Kayvon said so), there is no doubt that my qualifications are top-notch. The only reasons I can think of are 1) they might have hired someone who speaks Spanish or 2) they might have hired someone who is actually enthusiastic for the job. Oh well, no big deal, back to OC and my Saddleback classes.

Still, the trip to SF is not without success of other kinds. It was nice re-connecting with those guys, from whom I have definitely intentionally or unintentionally distanced myself away. Talking to Kayvon, joking around with Ben, cooking and cleaning with Dave, smacking the shit with Evan definitely made the week (unfortunately I missed the chance to hang out with Wyler). I realized that the reason that I grew distant was most likely because of this little slump that I am in. But hey, even Buddha said himself that nothign is permanent. I should make an effort to call those guys more often.

I'll end today's blog with an one-liner I had in the shower: I don't put myself on a pedestal, but I am definitely a stool above everyone else.